Ed’s Fight For Fame
How did an unpopular everyday teenager become a CLASSICAL
LEGEND?!
Even Ed find it hard to explain…
I lost my father in my last year of primary school. My dad
was everything to me, he would be the one took care of me while my mum went out
and drank. My Mother suffered a very deep side of depression and would refuse
to eat or speak to anyone but me. So I dropped out of school to assist her
through the pain and suffering, causing me to lose touch with society; I ended
up isolating myself with grief. I’d sit in my room for hours staring at my ceiling.
I guess classical music brought me back to reality and into a better place. As
mum improved, I was able to get back into school.
As a teenager, I found it hard to socialise and make
friends, so I decided to pick up a violin instead of a pen. From this it kick
started my love for classical music. Playing the violin helped me escape
reality and come in contact with my inner passion. Instead of going to my
lessons, I decided to skip them and learn more and more about the culture and
atmosphere, which comes with playing the violin. Now when I look back, it was a
really bad idea….
I was 18 and had no education. There was no way I would be
able to support my mum through our hard lives. Crazily I decided to try and
find a career within the world of classical music.
I went into town every day at noon to play my instrument to
the world. This helped drastically with my confidence, I remember my first performance
in public. I was a nervous wreck. I stood there frozen in fear, prepared but
scared.
Little did I know this would be the start of my carer.
I thought in my head, “this is for you dad”
I started to play.
I quickly gained a large amount of attention; a jolt of
confidence sprang through me. At this moment I knew, this was what I was
destined for. While playing I looked forward and realised I had gathered a
great crowd. There silently stood, transfixed, listening to me play. As I came
to the end of my piece clapping began, it felt like I was dreaming. I’d never
had anyone clap for me before.
After I ended my performance everyone left. But one man
stood there. He came over to me “this was the best violin performance id ever
heard performed on the street! You have great potential!” He then gave me a
card and said “if you’re interested in performing to a much bigger crowd of
around 20,000 plus people. Call that number” pointing at the card, then walked
off.
Overwhelmed with excitement I completely forgot I didn’t even
have a phone, my mum could never afford one. So I picked up my stuff as fast as
I possible could and ran home. Dropping my things at the door, I sprinted into my
room to try and find 50p to use the telephone box outside the church in my
village. I reached the telephone box and rang he man immediately!
This was it, the start of my life, my carer, my future.
My first concert was in the Royal Albert Hall in London. It
was huge! I’d never seen a place so big! I was so nervous I thought I was going
to faint… As I sat waiting to go on, I looked out to the audience and heard a faint
“Ed! Hey! Ed!” It was my mum sat on the front row shouting my name trying to
get my attention. So I obviously gave her a wave. Seeing my mum calmed my nerves
a lot. I was finally able to sit without shaking in. my name was called out
“Edward Collins” I walked on, into a standing ovation. My heart lifted as
applause raised the roof. Suddenly the room fell silent, as people waited for
me to play.
As I played I could feel my body flow with the instrument. I’d
never felt like this before, it was right weird… people actually knowing who I was,
acknowledging I was an actual human being. They looking at me in awe, I couldn’t
believe it! I finished my piece, the room remained silent, I looked down to my
mum and saw her smiling, proud, happy and strong. For the first time since I was
10. With a sudden burst of applause the lights came back on and everyone stood
chanting my name. “Ed, Ed, Ed”. Taking a bow a slight tear fell from my eye
onto the stage.
In the next year, I had many performances but the best by
far was the Italian tour in Verona. Where coincidentally, I met my girlfriend.
I stood proud and thankful for everything that had happened to me. Performing a
piece I had created, just felt unbelievable!
After I performed and was about to exit the building, I saw
a beautiful woman stood laughing into her phone. As a performer get nervous with
a lot of things, but walking up to this girl just felt different… it felt like I
was about to perform in the town again. “Hey” That was all I managed to say but
it was enough. She is now my fiancée.
I know, sounds like a story doesn’t it...
Trust me. It isn’t.
The beauty of romance is clearly on the cards do Ed. Maybe
we can look forward to a wedding in the near future.
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